Flirting 'AWEKS' behind our house

Assalamualaikum, today's topic is about my new family.

Well lately I tried to flirt some of the ladies behind my house. There are twins, a widow and her 3 gurls, and also a pregnant mom. All of them are adorable. Cute and sexy I would say. Well it takes time for me to know and touch them. They surely are shy except for the twins. haha... Alright here are some of the pictures I took. Enjoy ^^,

that is not my mother

OH no the gangster appear

Give me food!!

how to climb up?

Help me please!

I'll keep an eye of u brother.

Ohh wats that?

ahh.. just food

ohh.. we are starving

Ahh.. the twins came.

At last.. food!!

I think I just eat the leaves.

hmm smells nice

ergh.. I'm getting dizzy

She's exhausted 

 Let me introduce you the Twins are the orange colour cat. There are two but I just took one only. The 3 kittens that I'm not sure their gents. Just assume they are gurls hehe. There are actually two gangster. Another one is a black colour cat. He looks better then this one.

I can only touch them while they eat. Only the twins already use to me. Although they still likes to bit my hand. One day I will surely get the kittens get use to me ^^,

That's all for now. Till we meet again next time. Pray for me on my Final Exams ^^,

Why I reject Love

There was a manga that I recently read and still reading it. It was very exciting. Yeah I know...although it was a lovey dovey story plot it excites me. The story was not too complicated.

The story is about a girl that is trying to learn about love and it was funny and awesome in some parts (for my taste that is). As I go on to the story I realise some part of the story that is what I always did when I have crush with someone that is. 'Yeah, I guess I was wrong about that' and 'I don't care about her any more'. (It was meant for me when I think I love someone)

Well maybe the part that I don't care any more is a bit different. I still care her as a friend that is I don't want to see her sad or in trouble. The point is that, this is how I reject my feelings of loving someone. The question is WHY??? 

Today's topic is actually about reflecting on myself on why I refuse to fall in love to people...

Love is something precious and a give from ALLAH to his creatures and we must appreciate it. It's not that I denied it or refuse it. It is because I feel that I don't really know what love is. (It is not that I am lack of love malay said 'kurang kasih sayang') no its not. It is because I thought that I did't really feel the love of ALLAH and the Prophet Muhammad s.w.t. and what is the base of loving someone if I does not know the love of ALLAH?

I pray, recite Quran, try to do good deeds and avoid bad things but yet I did't really consistent and sincerely doing it. I was blind with the world. (games,fun,friends,animals) but why did't I really go into it?? (sincerely praying)??

These are what people usually said lack of iman. Yes teenagers these days lack of iman. They just know how to enjoy or make money or maybe boicot or hate someone or some people without trying to reflect on themselves. Yes that is what I saw in myself. I need to be a better person first before I am able to love someone that is I need to love ALLAH first before others but yet I still did't try it.

Yes, the solution is Istiqomah where I need to constant doing good deeds and do what ALLAH told to do. And yes again that it was very hard to do. Whatever.. anyway I am still trying to find the mood or someone to encourage me. sometimes being with your friends can make you better. That is what I'm trying to do bit sometimes I think like 'Well I think I am better living alone' or 'Fine, I don't want to trouble myself just because of love to human'... hehe.. sound sad was't it? well just hoping I would change that cause most of my friends and family scold and lectured me when I said that.

That's it for my expression of feelings when I read that Manga when the statement of letting go of someone... hehe. Hopefully this matters does not come out again cause I a phantom... ^^,

BBQ time

Well, we meet again. This time it's bbq time. Since its study week and we kind of thinking that we need some refreshment. So we decided to have a bbq at our house (Muzaffar Shah). We did't really plan it properly before hand but only 2 days before it happens that was on Sunday 23/12/2012.

 Waiting for the chicken and burger to be grilled was tense (cause we need to control our hunger not to take one). The hardest part was the time we start the fire. The coal was very small not the big type.

can see those tasty legs?

 Well home made from Latif chicken grill.
We put what ever things that we can put in it that
seems nice and delicious.

visitor from ttu

acting only...

 We even invited one of our friend from Taman Tasik Utama since he was alone at home (the others went back home since it was study week).

rebut semua rebut!

bon appetite

a hungry fox

dah kenyang dah?

 That's all. hope you guys enjoy it. Not that much and interesting thou...

DOTA 2 Newbie

After soo long, well it seems like 3 years I did't update my blog. Well today topic is about GAME!!

DOTA 2
(Drow Ranger,  Bloodseeker, Morphling, Lina)

Well I just started playing DOTA 2 cause one of my besties just recently started playing it (even though he did't actually really play dota). He said this one is different then dota cause the graphic was better then dota and the buttons and items are more systematic (even for me dota player did't really mind). 

My first hero in DOTA

Alright the main point is that to get use to DOTA 2 for DOTA players is not actually very hard, might be because we already know the items and the heroes skills. We just need to get use to the graphic, designs, buttons for skills, some items name and some other things that I'm not sure what bugs me. The first time I play it I could not get use to deny and farming like I always do in DOTA cause the health bar did not differentiate between health that getting low (it means the colour that usually change from green -> yellow -> red in DOTA). Well I tried to get use to it.

So for conclusion, I think that DOTA 2 is not that bad, the buttons for skills and items are easier,items is easy to buy(just need to get use). but it does't mean that DOTA is bad. NO its not. DOTA is great too. I prefer the heroes design in DOTA. It is more smart and looks realistic in its own way.

Alright, that's it for now since it is the latest one and can be said the new post since 3 years ago. Till we meet again  ^^,